Musings.
Month Day, Year
Words to be written…
Month Day, Year
Words to be written…
August 9, 2021
I didn’t think I missed you until I heard you laugh again and I remembered every reason I fell for you in the first place.
June 12, 2021
Is this what one year and 6 months comes down to? Nothing? Nothing.
June 8, 2021
I mourn all the girls I’ve wanted to be and rejoice the woman that I am.
May 2, 2021
Dreaming of tomorrow has evolved into a nightmare; the paralysis has just set in. I’m curled in the corner begging my demons to let me sleep a little longer.
May 2, 2021
I’d rather live the rest of my life holding my breath than feel the release of breathing, because I’ve never known the comfort of freedom and this deliberate suffocation is almost liberating.
April 25, 2021
My head is still spinning from the pretty pill you popped between my lips. Somewhere between the thrill and the words that spilled, I forgot you’ll love her more, forever until.
April 24, 2021
Self sabotage is the name of the game when
you know losing them is too great a pain.
April 23, 2021
The Christmas lights bounced off her smile and
I saw the future I’d never get to have with her
in the afterglow of her eyes.
April 17, 2021
Your poison ivy touch needs time to heal
and my fingers are raw from pulling at your weeds.
April 16, 2021
My wings keep getting clipped on your Venus flytrap lips.
April 10, 2021
There is no rationality in love nor lust,
and baby we’re right on the cusp.
April 9, 2021
I’ll keep my head down and toe the line, ‘cause
self preservation is key when you’ve got no spine.
April 6, 2021
Forgotten, the secrets and whispers between us two,
if only to have this finally exist between just me and you.
March 29, 2021
If I copy and paste pieces of you,
will they love me too?
March 22, 2021
I wish I didn’t feel the need to apologize
for the space I hold in your world.
March 16, 2021
Don’t pretend to love me, that’s just cruel.